Todd–from the “Prison Yard” to Freedom in Christ!

During the earliest years of my life…

…I can remember attending a little Methodist Church in Pottstown Landing, Pennsylvania. Later we moved a short distance away to South Pottstown where my parents helped in supporting and building a new but small Evangelical Lutheran Church. My father was the church treasurer and my mother was a youth Sunday school teacher and I learned all about Jesus. As a teenager I was “confirmed,” learning some more of the basic doctrines of the Christian faith.

My father died…

My father died when I was seven and, at nine, I entered Girard College in Philadelphia.  It was a large all boys orphanage with great tradition that provided a wonderful education.  In my senior year I received a vision from the Lord that I would one day serve him in a special way.

I met and married Betty and we began searching for God and His Word…..

During college I met and married Betty, a very loyal, loving person who also wanted to know God.  Together we began attending Christian revivals and special Bible classes.  Due to living away from home at Girard for nine years, there was much Bible teaching that I had missed.  We both had difficulty understanding some of the basics.

So we began searching for answers to our many questions.  We were not completely successful in our search, but continued to have a genuine desire to know more  about God and His written word.

After graduating from West Chester State College in 1963, I began teaching on the Main Line of Philadelphia at RadnorSchool District.  We built a home in Audubon and were blessed with two fine boys, Timothy and Kevin.  We were attending a Lutheran Church but not growing spiritually.

The Jehovah’s Witnesses came to our door…

Then, in 1969, Jehovah’s Witnesses came to our door offering free home Bible studies.  They were kind, neatly dressed, and came with Bibles in hand teaching about a paradise on earth that was soon to come.  They were teaching Bible chronology pointing to the year 1975 as the time of Armageddon.

They taught what I would later learn as an Arian view of Jesus:  He was God’s first creation rather than the Creator.

They gave us an earthly hope rather than a heavenly one.

They presented a gospel of works rather than God’s free gift of grace and mercy.  Salvation came through service and study and then only “maybe you will be saved.”

They taught that if we were to die faithful before Armageddon, we would sleep in death, knowing nothing and then be raised through God’s memory during the 1000 year reign of Christ.

They taught that they are the only true religion…and forbid many things…

They taught that the Watchtower Society is the only true religion on earth today.  They have endless rules: forbidding blood transfusions, organ transplants, celebration of birthdays, Christmas, Thanksgiving, Easter, Mother’s Day and so many other things.  Jehovah Witness school children could not associate with other students and missed almost all special school activities, celebrations, sports, etc.

Our life grew more isolated…

In 1971, we were blessed with our third child, Tammy Beth.  Our life grew more and more isolated.  We spent less and less time with friends and relatives outside of “Jehovah’s Organization.”  We were forbidden to enter Christian bookstores, to read any other Christian literature, or to attend Christian funeral services.

Our personal freedom was rapidly diminishing, but we didn’t seem to realize it–not yet.  One Christian ex-Jehovah’s Witness from Ireland put it this way:  He said in testimony that when he first became a baptized Jehovah’s Witness, he was so excited and felt free–free from “Babylon the Great” (the empire of false religion)–but as the years passed, he realized he was only free inside the prison yard.

We put in countless hours…I became an elder…

Our family was busy, devoted to serving and working out our salvation for the Watchtower organization.  Betty and I put in countless hours in field service going door to door and offering many free home Bible studies to non-Jehovah’s Witnesses.

As the years continued, I gave up teaching school and devoted as much time as possible to the Kingdom work.  I became a territory overseer, an elder and a public speaker.

Encouraged not to take a good job…

As Jehovah’s Witnesses, we were encouraged not to take high paying jobs with high responsibility but rather to “seek first the Kingdom,” helping as many people as possible to join the organization before Armageddon.  This was because we had been taught that only Jehovah’s Witnesses were going to survive God’s final war.

God began to call us out of the Organization…

Well, in 1981, the Lord began sending a clarion call to Betty and me.  Remember that Jesus said in John 10 that He knows His sheep and they know Him.  He calls His own sheep by name and calls them out of captivity, out of the prison yard to Himself.

In January 1981, my dear friend, Pete Stanson, sounded the first trumpet call.  He made a trip from California to Pottstown, Pennsylvania, the place where we both had been raised.  Betty and I met with him at my mother’s home where Pete and I spent several hours sharing our faiths.  He was a born again believer, and elder at a small Christian Missionary Alliance Church in Santa Barbara.  Little did I know that this conversation would turn out to be life changing!

Pete’s approach was to come along side of me and ask what I had been learning...

He gently and lovingly shared the gospel of Jesus Christ.  He reminded me that although both of us were sincere, we couldn’t both be right.  As our time together concluded, he asked if I would like to continue our conversation.  Since I wanted my friend to know the “real truth,” I agreed.  So Pete promptly sent me four tapes and a tape recorder.  Listening to all the information that was on these tapes was very painful.

God, through Pete, showed me the real Jesus…

I soon found the “my truth” was not defendable and my Jesus was not the real Jesus.  I began to have more questions than answers.  Like Lydia in Acts 16, my eyes were being opened because of God’s calling and by the prayers of the saints.  My mother’s faithful and earnest prayers were surely being answered.  Also, Pete’s church was offering weekly public prayer on our family’s behalf.

Others shared with us…

During 1981, the Lord sent an army of His family to march around our “wall of Jericho”–the Watchtower wall.  Mennonite men living in our community gave me a thorough witness.  Other born again believers shared their testimony about Jesus.  One of my Bible students, who had become a baptized Jehovah’s Witness, visited the home of a Christian family in a rural area of Pottsville.

These country folks gave him a book to read entitled We Left Jehovah’s Witnesses, a Non-Prophet Organization and asked for his opinion of it.  He brought the book to me so Betty and I began to slowly read it. Pete’s tapes and this book put a large dent in our Jehovah’s Witness armor.  We became aware of the many false prophesies told by the Watchtower.

While going door to door, I met a lady…

Then one day I entered the home of Antoinette.  She knew I was a Jehovah’s Witness and began to ask me some serious questions with godly kindness and genuine sincerity.  Her first question was, “How did I feel about the false prophesies?”  I answered honestly that I had just learned about them and was not really comfortable about them.

Then she asked if I had a personal relationship with Jesus. 

I paused, then answered, “I study long hours about God, but don’t know Him personally.”  Her next question was powerful.  she said, “Would you like to have a personal relationship with Jesus right now?”  That was a terrifying thought!  I told her that I couldn’t do that.  She asked, “Why?”  I quickly told her that I didn’t know what spirit she would be bringing in on me.

She hesitated briefly, and then said, “Well, I can understand that.  Why don’t you ask Jesus to come into your heart on your way home in the car?”  I replied again that I couldn’t do that either.  She looked at me, somewhat puzzled, and again asked, “Why?”  My answer demonstrates the unbelievable fear that Jehovah’s Witnesses possess.  I said, “I don’t know what spirit you are sending along with me.”

God continued to call us out…

God continues to give His loving and persistent call.  May you, the reader, understand: God’s call is irrevocable (Romans 11:29).  It was our call and it was our time.  Although we did not know it, we would soon be coming to Jesus (John 5:39-40).  Jesus called to us over and over in 1981.  Sometimes the stones cried out and sometimes His witnesses spoke.  God, the Holy Spirit, the Teacher, was guiding us to “The Way, The Truth and The Life,” to the Lord Jesus.

Growing a beard caused me to turn the corner…

In the summer of 1981, our family traveled to our last Jehovah’s Witness assembly in St. Petersburg, Florida.  Betty’s mother lived nearby so we combined attending the assembly with a family visit.  I was always a pretty conservative person, both in dress and lifestyle, but during that visit I decided to grow a businessman’s beard.  My mother-in-law hated it.

When we returned home the reaction from the local Kingdom hall and from the Watchtower headquarters was even more extreme.  It would cause me to turn the corner. A fellow elder informed me that if I continued to wear the beard, I would give up certain privileges.  I would no longer be allowed to participate in the theocratic school or lead prayer, etc.

We know our family had to make some difficult choices…

After hearing Pete’s tapes, reading the book, We Left Jehovah’s Witnesses, a Non-Prophet Organization, then seeing the Watchtower’s ridiculous decision on wearing beards, plus hearing testimony and witness from born again Christians, I knew our family had a problem.  We were confused and were facing some difficult choices.

Nestled inside that book was a Christian tract with a phone number for Bill and Joan Cetnar.  We had heard of them and their opposition to the Watchtower organization.  Betty asked me to call them.  Well, that was a scary thought so I kept procrastinating.

We made a life changing phone call…

Finally, with Betty’s encouragement, I made that life changing call.  Joan answered and I humbly said, “My name is Todd Ellis.  I’m from the Pottsville Kingdom Hall of Jehovah’s Witnesses.”  I paused briefly and simply said, “We need help.”  Can you imagine Joan’s heart?  It  must have leaped for joy.  She told me, “Todd, you and your wife can come today or anytime.  You can stay overnight.  We would be glad to help you.”

She communicated that Bill was returning home on the weekend from one of his speaking engagements at a church.  We anxiously traveled to their home that Saturday in December.  Upon our arrival, we couldn’t help noticing a cross was on the door and their Christmas tree was in the living room (both of which are disturbing and somewhat frightening to members of the Watchtower organization).

Here, I met Jesus!

However, Betty and I witnessed the Spirit of God residing there.  We had many doctrinal questions and came home satisfied, relieved, and filled with the joy of the Lord.  That day was a very special day–I came to know that Jesus was my Savior and my God.  It was the beginning of a new life in our Lord Jesus Christ.

One of the most joyful days of my life was the night before Christmas 1981.  Betty and I and our family drove down to Pottstown to visit my mother.  We had called ahead to tell her that we had a surprise for her.  This faithful follower of Jesus had prayed fervently for us since we had entered through the Watchtower curtain some twelve years before this special day.

I can’t describe the tears of joy…

…that we all experienced when we brought my mother that all important message that we had left the Watchtower and surrendered our life to our Lord, our God and our Savior, Jesus Christ.  We attended a 6 o’clock Christmas Eve service.

Her prodigal son and his family had returned…

and had been adopted into the family of God.  It was surely a time of celebration for our family, for our Christian friends and for all who had a share in witnessing to us about Jesus and his saving gospel.   To God be the glory!!

Betty and I have been so blessed walking with Jesus…

Betty and I have had so many blessings walking with Jesus and so much joy sharing the grace and mercy we have received.  Jesus called us, He sealed us and He saved us from our sins.  He has given us His peace, the free gift of eternal life and the assurance of knowing that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.  He has made us the temple of the living God and promised us that no one can separate us from His love.

What a miracle working God we have!

We have been set free!

Yes, like the Irishman, we have been taken out of the “prison yard” and set free in Christ and we continue to proclaim that we are “free indeed” (John 8:32 and 36).  What a joyful noise I make to the Lord knowing that in December of 1981 we began a new life in Christ.  We are now witnesses of Jesus (Acts 1:8).  His name is above every name and we bow down and worship Him (Philippians 2:9, 10).

Just like Thomas in John 20:28, we finally get it:  Jesus is “our Lord and our God.”  Yes, we have come to Jesus.  He called and we came, we believe and we are saved (Acts 16: 30,31).  We are sealed, assured, adopted and guaranteed to belong to the family of God.  As it says in I John 5:11-13, we now “know that we have eternal life.”  There is no maybe.  God gave us the abundant and eternal life as a free gift because He loves us so much.

Moving to an intimate relationship with Jesus…

Bill and Joan Cetnar were used mightily in leading us to know Jesus.  They loved us with the love of Christ.  God has used them in helping so many captives to freedom.  Joan, while playing the piano and singing to the Lord on our second visit to their home (Christmas Day, 1981), told us a profound truth.

Joan said, “One day, we would fall in love with Jesus.” 

She communicated to us that we were moving from a “religion” to an “intimate relationship” with our Lord.

Also, that same day, Bill coined one of his many humorous phrases.  He said, because of the beard issue, that “we had been saved by a hair.”

Yes, Betty and I have been set free and our names have been written in the Lamb’s Book of Life.  It was God’s grace and mercy that saved us.  Jesus said that we did not choose Him, but He chose us.  Now we can praise and glorify Him forever!

May you find rest in Him…

In conclusion, let me say that if anyone reading this testimony is in a “prison yard” or has a hole in his soul, just come to Jesus.  Humbly repent and ask Jesus to be your Savior and Lord.  In Him you will find rest and peace and joy that only He can give.  Grace to you!

You may contact Todd at: 

  • Make Sure Ministries: P.O. Box 312, New Smyrna Beach, FL 32170
  • Phone:  386.423.2731
  • Email:  [email protected]

Todd’s wife, Betty, tells story her story here.  (Click “back button” to return here.)

Todd and Betty’s letter of resignation from the WTB&TS

2008 local newspaper article about Todd and Betty can be found at the bottom of Betty’s page.

Newpaper article about Todd’s Beard:

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  • Make Sure Ministries:  5059 China Sea Drive, Tavares, FL 32778; Todd & Betty: 352.508.6973
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chinni October 18, 2015 at 4:16 AM

Kasthuri Gospel Charitable Organization
India Andhrapradesh Social Actives Dear Beloved in Christ,

Love and Greetings to you in Jesus’ high and most Exalted name. I feel very happy to introduce to you as Pastor v. lajarus a Pastor serving the Lord in the State of Andhra Pradesh, India for the Last 8 years, ministering in 6 Churches with 5 co-Pastors who are young, anointed and dedicated to the service of our Lord.

We are serving the Lord independently without joining in any other Fellowship or Ministry or Mission or Organization but are doing with utmost faith.

We are serving among Dalit and Tribal people hailing from yanadi and Yerukula communities who are far behind in education, social, medical and financial. We are striving hard for their development in their living conditions.

We are reaching the unreached proclaiming the Gospel as Jesus said at Mark 16:15, planting new Churches as has said at Matt 16:18 and winning many a perishing souls according to Romans 10:9. Part of it we are also working with Orphan and Street children as Jesus said at Matt 18:5 and Matt 19:14. God also called on us to look after the needs of poor widows and old aged people according to Deuteronomy 26:12, 13.

We like to develop our Ministry reaching many more unreached areas with your ablest leadership and guidance. We are much interested to work with you joining in your Fellowship.

Part of it we invite you with our heart and soul to visit India to see our work and to take part in our activities. We believe you are a blessing for us, for our Ministry and for our people. We are constantly praying God for you, for your family, Ministry and for your untiring services upholding before God daily.

We request you to kindly pray for us and for our Invitation to visit India to work with us.

I look to hear from you soon.

In Jesus most Trustworthy name,
(Pastor v. lajarus KASTURI GOSPLE CHARTABLE OGR
JANGAREDDY GUDEM
PACHAM GODAVARI MADALAM
ANDHRA PRADESH
INDIA
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Dawne October 18, 2015 at 2:14 PM

Pastor…we praise God for your diligence in sharing Jesus and teaching the Bible. We are but a small ministry but do please feel free to download any of the teachings or stories on website that you’d like to use in your ministry. I will pass on your prayer request to others in our group. May our Lord continue to bless you, your family and your ministry.

Dawne

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